Sapphic Reading Journal

Baby, You Can Have It by PeaceLilies

Author: PeaceLilies

Genre: Romance 🌢️

Theme: Long Distance, Rivals to Lovers, Friends w/ Benefits

Series: The Hollanova Collection #1

Word Count: 161,169 (c)

Published: October 10th, 2024

Format: ebook (kindle/ao3)

Started: 12-24-2025

Finished: 12-27-2025

Re-read: Hell Fucking Yes

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synopsis

Shane Hollander and Iliana Rozanova are the biggest names in women’s hockey. Meeting at the IIHF championship starts them on a journey into love that spans the next decade of their lives and beyond.

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/30/2025 2:58 AM

β˜‘ Re-reads:
1. 01/07/2026 ‐ 01/12/2026: 🌝

  • am I reading this again 2 seconds after finishing it… yes ‐ it’s the voices in my head 😭 they’re hungry for hockey yuri
  • im mean this is literally like such a comfort read ‐ 🫢🏽 it down bad
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:38 PM

β˜‘ Notes:

  • i never wanted this to end πŸ˜– ‐ it was so good i loved loved loved (ᐒ⸝⸝>ΜΆΜ₯Μ₯Μ₯α·„ Β·Μ« <ΜΆΜ₯Μ₯Μ₯᷅⸝⸝ᐒ)κœ†κœ„πŸ’•
  • beautiful story ‐ probably won’t be able to stop thinking about it for awhile ‐ I think i need to go watch the show and maybe read the og now for my withdrawals
  • loved how this was like 20% angst at the beginning and then like 80% domestic fluff for the rest ‐ like this is what I want to see in all my books lmaoo
  • everyone was just (ΚƒΖͺ˘ﻬ˘) ‐ I was swooning, giggling, squealing, and stressing all over the place
  • will probably read this again like a million times
  • glad this was one of the books I ended my year w/ πŸ₯ΉπŸ«ΆπŸ½

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:38 PM

β˜‘ 1. Author's Note

  • Im ready for my heart to be pumping out of chest, broken into a million pieces, and healed again (im saying all this based off edits of the show bc i haven’t watched it yet or read the book 😬😁)
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:39 PM

β˜‘ 2. IIHF Championship - Regina πŸ–€

  • yea I can already tell imma love tf out of this
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:40 PM

β˜‘ 3. Put Your Lips on Mine πŸ˜½πŸ–€

  • (ΚƒΖͺ˘ﻬ˘)
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:40 PM

β–‘ 4. Emergency Meeting πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:41 PM

β˜‘ 5. Touch Me, Baby πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • oh Shane is going to be an absolute mess for her after this ‐ this is gonna be so bad 😩 ‐ but the angst 🫦
  • I need to pace myself and stop reading this for tonight bc it’s Christmas but just know that it literally hurting my soul to do this 😭
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:41 PM

β˜‘ 6. You Make It Hard to Say Goodbye πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • ΛΆoΜ΄ΜΆΜ·α·„β€ΈoΜ΄ΜΆΜ·Μ₯α·…ΛΆ ‐ they’re so frickin cute
  • this is the type of fast paced I like bc there’s actually so much chemistry between them
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:42 PM

β–‘ 7. She's On My Mind πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:42 PM

β˜‘ 8. I Bought You Somethin' Rare πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • we’re so close to everything falling apart I can feel it ☹️
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:42 PM

β–‘ 9. I Can't Fall In Love With You πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:43 PM

β˜‘ 10. How My Body Feels In Your Hands πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • so maybe things won’t fall apart 😝
  • I’m actually worried about the exclusiveness when they’re so far apart from each other bc thats the type of shit that will get u in trouble ‐ I hope they didn’t agree to it before they were ready ‐ update: I literally didn’t need to worry about this like at fucking all lol
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:43 PM

β˜‘ 11. It's A Date πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • how am I this obsessed 23% in omf ‐ they’re literally so intense I love it
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:44 PM

β˜‘ 12. Forever's Gonna Start Tonight πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • the Russian 🫦comment image
  • like it gets me every time
  • them together I Canada is going to be so cute I need more domestic fluff (ΰ·†Λ™α΅•Λ™ΰ·†)
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:44 PM

β˜‘ 13. You Got Me πŸ–€

  • 4 months 😝
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:44 PM

β–‘ 14. 45 Hours and 55 Minutes πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:45 PM

β–‘ 15. The Shape of Your Body πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:45 PM

β–‘ 16. My Girl, My Girl, My Girl πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:45 PM

β–‘ 17. Lipstick Stains πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:46 PM

β–‘ 18. Then You Can Meet My Parents πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:46 PM

β–‘ 19. She’s My Girlfriend πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:47 PM

β˜‘ 20. August Slipped Away into a Moment in Time πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • ok I think I’ll just fucking die now ぀﹏ɡ̷Μ₯Μ₯α·…
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:47 PM

β–‘ 21. Woman's Best Friend πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:47 PM

β–‘ 22. I'll Be Flyin' To You πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:48 PM

β–‘ 23. You're a Dream πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:48 PM

β–‘ 24. But I Wouldn't Care What it Cost Me πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:49 PM

β˜‘ 25. Came In Like a Vision πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • I’m literally so happy for them rn ⁽⁽٩(ΰΉ‘ΛƒΜΆΝˆΜ€ α—¨ Λ‚ΜΆΝˆΜ)ۢ⁾⁾
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:49 PM

β–‘ 26. So This is Love πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:49 PM

β–‘ 27. New Beginnings πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:50 PM

β–‘ 28. I Feel You Everywhere, You Got Me πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:50 PM

β–‘ 29. It's Your Golden Hour πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:50 PM

β˜‘ 30. Summer Love πŸ–€

  • theyre so fucking cute ‐ I can’t take it I can’t take it κ’° ΰΎ€ΰ½² ∩⸝⸝∩ κ’±β™₯︎comment image
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:51 PM

β–‘ 31. She's The One πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:51 PM

β˜‘ 32. Pretty Like the Sun πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:51 PM

β–‘ 33. You Next to Me πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:52 PM

β–‘ 34. Bright Future πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:53 PM

β–‘ 35. I'll Take Care of You πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:53 PM

β–‘ 36. Queen of My Heart πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:54 PM

β–‘ 37. Bachelorette Party πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:54 PM

β–‘ 38. Well If You Are Sure, Well I Know I'm Sure πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:55 PM

β˜‘ 39. I Was Meant For You πŸ–€

  • bitch I’m crying ‐ I dont want it to be over πŸ˜–comment image
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:55 PM

β˜‘ 40. Mine All Mine πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

  • two weddings back to back ‐ I’m blessed
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:56 PM

β–‘ 41. With The World at Our Fingertips πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:56 PM

β˜‘ 42. Everything I Could Have Ever Wanted πŸ–€

  • im literally a puddle rn ‐ so so so so so cute cute cute cute cute cute (ღˇ◑ˇ)
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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:57 PM

β–‘ 43. I'm Feeling Fucking Fantastic πŸ˜ΌπŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:57 PM

β–‘ 44. Epilogue πŸ–€

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bee αΆ» π˜‡ 𐰁
12/24/2025 4:58 PM

β–‘ 45. ART! πŸ–€

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